Amazing Journey
 
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     Passion
(Giorgio clicks his heels and exits. As Clara walks through, reading a letter.
We segue to the Doctor's office)

Three Weeks
Clara Three weeks ...
Three weeks ...
 
Soldiers This is hell,
Living hell ...
 
Clara My darling. The last three weeks have been a blessing. Signora Fosca has all but disappeared from my life here.  
Soldiers Living hell ...
This godforsaken place
 
Clara She no longer has her meals with us or takes the occasional walk around the grounds. Even in her absence I find myself hating her more and more.  
Soldiers This sterile little town
This military madness ...
 
Clara I've realized how I've had to temper my feelings towards her. But now that I'm free, I can feel as I please.  
Soldiers Uniforms, uniforms ...  
Clara But you, my Clara -  
Soldiers Our days are spent in maneuvers
Our evenings in discussing the day
 
Clara You remain strong in my thoughts  
Soldiers Uniforms, uniforms  
     
Soldiers (growing louder)
Military madness ...
Military madness ...
 
(Giorgio approaches the Doctor, who is at his desk)
Giorgio Doctor  
Doctor Thank you for coming at this hour, Captain. Signora Fosca has taken a turn for the worse. She is mortally ill.  
Giorgio I'm sorry to hear that.  
Doctor Don't you understand, my boy? It's because of you.  
Giorgio Because of me?  
Doctor She told me everything. You rejected her love - which doesn't actually surprise me - and that has increased the gravity of her disease. She is letting herself die because of you.  
Giorgio Because of me! She's letting herself die? Then this is not a disease -is it Doctor?  
Doctor She has an incurable disease, but if she is calm, if she takes care of herself, she could live for several years. This passion she has developed for you -  
Giorgio Passion for me? Doctor, I hardly know this woman. She threw herself at me without cause.  
Doctor She doesn't think or act as we do, young man. As healthy people we can't appreciate the psyche of the sick.  
Giorgio Yes. We'll I'm sure you'll do all you can for her.  
Doctor A simple act on your part is all I ask.  
Giorgio I don't want to get involved.  
Doctor You are involved, sir. Go and see her.  
Giorgio No!  
Doctor You, who saved a man in combat, must understand the need to save another's life when it's in jeopardy.  
Giorgio How can I possibly visit Signora Fosca at her sick bed at night? It's improper. The Colonel would never improve.  
Doctor You needn't worrt. I have made all the arrangements.  
Giorgio She knows about this business?  
Doctor You can't imagine what this has cost her. You're a good-looking young man. Beauty is something one pays for, the same as goodness - another quality you embody. Please go to her now.  
Giorgio And if I go, what then? What will she ask of me tomorrow, next week? You speak of what her feelings have cost her - but what have they cost me?  
Doctor I can imagine how difficult this is for you. But she is dying, and you only have to give her words. Words that will make her well. What is the cost of a few words when a life hangs in the balance?  
(A moment, then Giorgio exits as the Doctor watches)   
Scene Seven
Fosca's bedroom.
A lone candle lights the stage; we see Fosca in bed. Giorgio tentatively enters the room and stands for a moment before a startled Fosca sees him; her hair is in a braid, he rhigh fever giving her face a little color.

 
Giorgio No need to be frightened. It's Giorgio.
Fosca Oh my God! It's really you. I never thought you would come. Of course I had hoped ..I'm sorry these are the follies one commits before dying.
Giorgio Don't speak of dying, Signora
Fosca Now that you're here I won't. Will you forgive me for having asked you to come to me?
Giorgio I am here because I chose to be.
Fosca Sit down.
(Giorgio goes to a nearby chair)
No, sit here.
(She indicates the bed; Giorgio stands frozen for a moment)
Please.
(He walks to the bed and gingerly perches next to her)
Put your feet on the bed.
Giorgio I am fine, Signora.
Fosca I want you to be comportable. Please.
(Reluctantly, he raises his legs onto the bed; she reaches for a candle, which she raises to his face)
God, you are so beautiful.
Come, let me see you in the light.
No, don't look at me.
Let me look at you.
I feel better in the dark.
Giorgio Your kindness makes you beautiful.
Fosca And do you value such beauty?
Giorgio Of course.
Fosca Do you think my heart is good?
Giorgio Yes, I do.
Fosca How do good hearts beat? Can you distinguish them from the bad? Listen to my heart, Giorgio.
(Fosca takes Giorgio's hand and puts it on her heart)
It says it loves you.
(She places her hand on his chest)
What does your heart say?
Giorgio It says it loves you.
Fosca Like a friend?
Giorgio Tonight, it loves you as you wish.
Fosca Thank you, Giorgio. I so wanted to forget you. To think that I could! I wanted to die without seeing you -
Giorgio I am here to tell you you'd be happier living.
Fosca That day I was so unpleasant to you -
Giorgio Please, don't speak of the past. Now that I've come, now that we've spoken, now you should get some sleep.
Fosca Will you stay if I do?  
Giorgio For a short while.
Fosca Will you sleep, too?
Giorgio If I can.
Fosca Put your head near mine. Can we dream together?
Giorgio Yes.


(They close their eyes, as Clara enters)
Clara My darling Giorgio.
It's three in the morning. I've just arisen from a dream of you, a dream so real I could swear you were there at my side. I am so used to this, having you in my dreams night after night. How I wish I could just lie by your side and watch you sleep. To see you disarmed, at peace. Sometimes I think when you watch a person sleep there's a transparency that lets you see their soul. How I long to see yours ...
(Clara exits. Fosca wakes up and stares at Giorgio a moment before he wakes. She gently reaches out to touch his face.)
Fosca It is you. I thought I was dreaming. Please, I want to see the stars before the daylight takes them away.
(Giorgio gets up and opens the shutters)
Do you think there are worlds out there?
Giorgio (staring into the sky) I do.
Fosca Will we visit them one day?
Giorgio I would like to think so. As a child I used to dream I could fly - travel to faraway places.
Fosca What is a man like you doing in the army, Giorgio?
Giorgio My father was an officer. It was expected that I would follow in his path.  
Fosca Call me by my name.  
Giorgio Fosca.  
Fosca Say "Giorgio and Fosca".  
Giorgio Giorgio and Fosca.  
Fosca Say "Fosca and Giorgio"  
Giorgio Fosca and Giorgio.  
Fosca It's music! (Pause) Do you love this woman very much?  
Giorgio Don't ask me. I've told you how I feel.  
Fosca What is her name?  
Giorgio Clara.  
Fosca Clara.  
Giorgio It will be light soon. I should be going.
Fosca Will you do me a great favor before you go?
Giorgio If I can.
Fosca Would you write a letter for me?  
Giorgio Certainly.  
Fosca There is paper on my desk.
(He goes to her desk and sits, taking up a pen.)
Giorgio Yes?
Fosca My dearest Fosca ...
(He stops writing and looks at her)
Please.
(he resumes writing)
Giorgio 'My dearest Fosca'
Fosca I wish I could forget you.
Erase you from my mind.
But ever since I met you,
I find, I cannot leave the thought of you behind.
That doesn't mean I love you ...
Giorgio That doesn't mean I love you ...  
Fosca I wish that I could love you ... I know that I've upset you,
I know I've been unkind.
I wanted you to vanish from sight,
But now I see you in a different light.
And though I cannot love you,
I wish that I could love you.
For now I'm seeing love like none I've ever known.
A love as pure as breath, as permanent as death.
Implacable as stone
A love that, like a knife, has cut into a life
I wanted left alone.
A love I may regret, but one I can't forget.
I don't know how I let you so far inside my mind,
But there you are and there you will stay
How could I ever wish you away?
I see now I was blind.
And should you die tomorrow,
Another thing I see.
Your love will live in me.

(As the music fades)
I remain ... Your Giorgio.
(He signs the letter and blots it)
Please bring it to me.
(He does)
Thank you, Giorgio. You better go. Do you have sisters?
Giorgio Yes.  
Fosca Do you kiss them goodbye?  
Giorgio On occasion .
Fosca Would you kiss me goodbye the way you do them?
(Giorgio gives her a peck on the forehead)
No, like you kiss her.
(Fosca suddenly pulls Giorgio to her and embraces him like a lover. Stunned, he pulls himself away)
Now go! Thank you Giorgio. Quickly! Run!
(Giorgio runs from the room. There is a moment of calm and then Fosca lets out an involuntary scream; blackout)  


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